's very special treasures!
Your favourite spots feel so empty without you, my heart aches to see the void you've left behind. I'm so sorry I wasn't better, you deserved so much more, I don't know if I could forgive myself for what has happened, I'd do anything to redo the past couple of months, alas, that's just wishful thinking. I thought we had more time, I thought I could make it up to you and at the very least, from June onwards our lives would be better, I could make you so happy again. I love you so much. I hope you weren't in pain, I wish and wished I'd done better by you. You deserved more than I ever have done for you, I'm sorry. I miss your presence, your warmth, your floof, you nosy boy. My sweet boy. I miss you so much. If the afterlife was real, you'd be in heaven for the good boy you are, I can only wish I'd have the chance to see you again, to hug you, hold you and just be with you again. Wherever you are, I hope you are at peace, I hope you're happy, that you're free from suffering and can play and run and explore all you wanted. Home doesn't feel like home without you "greeting," every single passer by, without the sound of your collar, without the sound of your paws on our tiles, without you rubbing your head and nose in everybody's space and without you just laying by our side for company. I love you so much, I'm so sorry I messed up my priorities and for when I have made it felt to you like that was not the case. Good bye, I'll love you forever and always. Bacon Einstein 2/3/2012 - 8/5/2020