Location: Tigereye Peak
Born 5 months, 19 days ago
Feast Points: 0 (3509 All-Time)
House: Tigereye Peak House (77/250)
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Edeiasona | Masculine Agender | Ambivert | Bisexual | Polyamorous
Lur is my main sona, an alternate form for myself.
All comments from this villager will be written from the POV of the person behind the screen.
Lullaby [LukHash] | Stargaze [LukHash]
An ambivert Edeia representing the idea of Attraction. Though his appearance suggests someone suave and charismatic, upon first introductions, Lur will be shy and awkward because he has a severe lack of confidence. Once he gets comfortable around someone though, he starts to come out of his shell and becomes fun loving and energetic, and is very affectionate to those he likes and trusts. He admires the world around him and all of the wonders it holds, and has the air of a daydreamer surrounding him.
In a general sense, Lur is a kind hearted and loving Edeia who cares deeply for others, but he intentionally chooses to distance himself from people and hide his true feelings for a number of reasons which he refuses to disclose. When he was still human, he was taught that he was a burden to others for expressing problems or negative emotions, so he puts on a facade that everything is fine and constantly pretends that he's happy even when he's miserable. Despite his best attempts to keep people at a distance, he ended up making friends with a small handful of Edeia, and recently has entered into a poly relationship with his three closest friends.
Though Lur was initially still keen on interacting with society after his Actualization, he now spends his time split evenly between socializing with the mundane or other Edeia, and spending time in his Abstraction with his mates.
By nature, Lur considers himself to be an ambivert, but he leans slightly more to the introverted side in most situations. He does poorly with large social groups and tends to keep his own personal friend circle small, usually only surrounding himself with those he’s really come to trust. He tries his best to be kind and considerate of everyone’s needs, but like everyone else, he has his moments of selfishness or focuses too strongly on one person. Nonetheless, to those he truly considers friends he will often appear amicable and outgoing, and his true self comes out of its shell with little to no reservations. To strangers, however, he is much more shy and withdrawn. He desires deeply to make more friends, especially ones who share his interests, but his experiences while he was human left him with a fear of rejection, so there are times when he’ll convince himself of a hundred reasons why he’ll never be liked, and thus will give up before even trying. As such, it can be difficult to get close to him, and he prefers to keep everyone at a distance whenever possible.
He struggles heavily with an inferiority complex and finds it extremely difficult to interpret whether someone is being genuine with him or saying something just to keep him happy. Even when his friends reassure him, he still finds it difficult to accept things and often his mind tricks him into believing that everyone’s lying to him. Because of this, he is prone to bouts of bitterness and may accidentally or intentionally push people away. Thus, he tries to operate as a lone wolf, vastly preferring to act as a social link that brings others together over shared interests and attractions, while keeping himself out of it. That said, the more he sees other people together and having fun, the more he wishes he could be like that too. It’s a vicious cycle for him and though he desperately wants to break free of it, he hasn’t been able to free himself yet. Often, he ends up getting lonely and longing to be around others, but still fights with the negative thoughts in his head, so he tries to distract himself with escapism and fantasies from his imagination. This was a common comfort for him when he was human, and it carried over into his life as an Edeia after he actualized.
Interestingly enough, and unknown to most because he tends to hide it, Lur is actually very energetic and fun-loving under the surface and has an adventurous spirit. As only his closest friends know, he gets a good kick out of pranks and shenanigans, and he’s a massive thrill seeker. When talking about the things he loves the most, his true colors shine through and he becomes much more lively, much more energetic. Still, just like anyone else, Lur also has his lows to contrast his highs and there will inevitably be moments when his neutral or happy state sinks into something negative. There are times when he stretches himself too thin or is worn down by socializing and needs to be alone, and if he’s not given space when requested, he can get grumpy and forcefully isolate himself. He’s also grown to have very little use for those who seek to use him for personal gain, and should he sense that he’s being taken advantage of, or someone isn’t being genuine with him, he can turn extremely cold and caustic without warning and will immediately shut them out.
By default, Lur has many associations with others because of how often he mingles with other Edeia and the mundane side of society. He’s met many people in the course of his life up to present, and he’s had many friends and acquaintances come and go over spans of time. Despite his numerous acquaintances and casual use of the term “friendship,” he really only has a small handful of individuals that he truly considers friends. His personal circle consists mostly of other Edeia, but he’s befriended a couple of other non-human entities as well. Lur cares deeply for these individuals and, as a result, tends to spend more time with them than with acquaintances or casual friends. Additionally, being an Edeia, Lur is capable of fusing himself with others, and can sometimes be found fused together with either of his mates or any of his closest friends. His reasons for fusing vary; sometimes it's for comfort reasons, other times it's just because he desires to be closer to that specific individual.
Paintie: Hoodiedogs [TH]
Profile artwork: Auspice [TH]
*Given what Lust represents (which you can gather based on their name alone), I'm not going to be linking an image of them here due to potential Terms of Service violations. The design isn't explicit, but I'd still rather play it safe than sorry lmao.
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