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Username: OwlDust
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Last Online: 24 Apr 2024, 10:26 pm
Registered: 4 Jul 2016, 12:08 am
Username: OwlDust
Gender: Unspecified
Last Online: 24 Apr 2024, 10:26 pm
Registered: 4 Jul 2016, 12:08 am
Profile description
Done with hiatus. Things are still crazy, but I feel a lot better now.
Design TOS:
Once a design by me is sold the owner can do whatever they want with the design. Use it however you wish. Once sold it's out of my hands, no restrictions.
This user is a forgetful goldfish, but trying their best.
Wishlist: Wooden slabs. Why do I need them for everything ahhh, they're so hard to get.
Villagers 100
Gallery 2
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Expired Mustache Munchies
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Utility Crystal: Super Happy Fun
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where is the bread
thank u!
The trade is much appreciated! :3 Thank you!
Thank you so so much for the recipe, youre a life saver! <3
Just a newbie passing by! Nice villagers you got there! Keep up the good work!
No prob! You can look up any item in the Item Museum, and if it's used in a recipe/schema/etc, it will be listed on its page :D
hate to bother you fren,but i hope you don't mind that i block you for a bit. it's nothing you've done,don't worry! you're super nice heh. but that thread about demons or whatever-the talls white thing-has made me incredibly paranoid. and so,by blocking you,that thread will stop popping up on the latest posts thing,and i can calm down. i'll unblock you once all the excitement boils down. but you should add a TW at the beginning of your thread,for people like me who have anxiety and are paranoid. heh.
Yeah that... electrical numbness is horrible isn't it?Ughgh
At the computer now since it's been two hours and I've not slept a wink, but I do want to say that I'm fairly certain there are entirely natural explanations to this, mainly tied to sleep paralysis. I am a /very/ imaginative and somewhat paranoid person about this stuff, so I would really hope that by bringing this up publicly, it won't affect all that many people; maybe resonate with them, but not really disturb them into having anything dangerous. Like, I'm well aware that most of my hallucinations and attacks I've gotten were all tied to sleep paralysis, but there is something unsettling with how close your latest story hit home >_>;;
It also certainly doesn't help that, even if these aren't real entities and are tied to our own psyche, that by even thinking about them could give that latch for our imaginations to go wild during a dream-paralysis state, or post-dream state, etc. Like, I DEFINITELY want normal explanations to this, because the paranormal has always freaked me out to an unreasonable degree--irrational fear of ghosts, or even the notion of them, and all that :C
For... What it's worth, I also had a dleep-like paralysis deal last night, and haven't fallen back asleep since. It was a dream where you posted on your thread that you noticed shadow figures watching you, and had some photo evidence. For whatever reason, in the dream, I had a visceral reaction and had the symptoms of paralysis kick in, except with an added buzzing in my head that drowned out any ability I had to think. I just had to lay there while 3 shadow figures, I supposed summoned or brought up by your picture, began to approach. A few more. Things happened, but by the time I woke up I was really surprised that I hadn't already been awake, and took at least 5 minutes t9 register this.
This is somewhat what I feared would happen--by giving this thing some of your headspace, it gains the ability to act out more conpletely real against you. The worst part is that I feel I've been visited by the same thing that was choking you. One of the worst episodes of sleep paralysis consisted of me being on my side, half-awake, when I became VERY aware of breathing on my ear. But the moment I became aware, it seemed to notice, and did a very deep-throated and raspy chuckle before I felt intense pressure on my chest and it was all I could do to fight to stay awakr. As you said, it was forming some kind of thoughts--I can't recall what exactly they were, but I think it was just a battle of endurance to outlast its attack. After that, the only ways I could get it to leave me alone was by trying to feel emotion at all. For some reason it hated when you could feel anything other than fear or the numbness it brings.
Sorry if this is. Messy. I haven't left my room yet so I'm on mobile amd yknow hour that goes